euphoria and misery

i still cant believe the seniors lost in cheering..

2006-12-22T01:13:00.000-08:00

i still cant believe the seniors lost in cheering.. and the sophies won! grr.. anyway, i'm still suffering from sportsfest hangover so i'm posting about it in my blog.. well.. so far there are 2 only probable theories on the reason's about the senior's loss..

cham pamphlet

2006-12-07T12:45:00.000-08:00

okay.. i have absolutely no idea what layout i would use for this polymer pamphlet.. i think my creativity's run out for today.. grr.. tomorrow's the deadline though so i have to keep the wheels on my head spin.. mind's still empty though.. the only thing i have in mind is a four fold pamphlet and that's it.. nothing more.. grr..

maybe an idea will pop in during pep practice.. meanwhile i'll research more about polymer.. lol

me..

2006-03-23T00:13:00.000-08:00

i can't seem to understand myself.. though i know who i am and what i want to be... it's just that i'm not so sure about myself.. unlike those oh so unbearable people who think they're oh so perfect and they're the only ones who matter in this world.. lol wtf am i talking about?! here i am supposed to discuss about myself then i suddenly run off to the topic of unbearable people.. well, now that i'm on that topic, i remember one tree hill asnd all those american shows that i love to watch.. i remember those apathetic cheerleeders who only care about makeup and their "i'm handsome and i'm an asshole so f* off" athlete boyfriends... i mean it seems like those people are programmed to be together and married happily ever after, seeing as they get along really well.. haha

now, back to me.. i know what i am.. it's just that sometimes i really dont know what i'm doing all of a sudden.. i guess i'm just confused... oh screw me..

*sigh* i wish there was always an answer... but then again, where's the excitement when you already know what to do.. the spice of life will disappear if all the answers to our problems were already made known to us.. well, we just have to cope with our lives long enough to find the answers that are [surprise, surprise] already in front us.. we're just too blind to see them..

FRIENDSHIP.. a thing i treasure very much...

2005-12-31T15:51:00.000-08:00

a tribute to all my friends, the violet ones are quotes.. the pink ones the relevance of your friendship

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton

>this is true... we never realize the value of something unless its already gone...

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

>i am thankful for my friends.. they have opened a part of me that i didnt know existed.. *sigh* i'd kill just to go back in time and replay those moments..

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."
- Len Wein

>i owe them my sincere apologies because i wasted their time with my nonsense.. but then again, even with all my nonsense they never left me..

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

>i am hapi.. happy coz through all the madness, the chaos, they have kept me sane...

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."

>gratitude.. that is want i want them to feel.. for believing in me.. i have learned to believe in myself...

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
- Elbert Hubard

>thank you.. for putting up with me.. coz through all my imperfections you have accepted me..

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."

>yes.. they are the most important ingredients.. for without them.. i cannot think of any way i could cope with my life...

"The better part of one's life consists of his friendships."
- Abraham Lincoln

>perhaps they make the better part of one's life.. for they make the world easier to live in...

"The most I can do for my friend is simply to be his friend. I have no wealth to bestow on him. If he knows that I am happy in loving him, he will want no other reward. Is not friendship divine in this?"
- Henry David Thoreau

>friendship.. something truly worth treasuring.. for it is divine in every way..

"Friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity, as the water that flows from the spring cannot congeal in winter."
- James Fenimore Cooper

> i hope your friendship is true, for i dont know what i'd do without you.. i dont have time for doubt so please.. no pretentions..

"Friendship without self interest is one of the rare and beautiful things in life."
- James Francis Byrnes

> be selfless.. this is all i ask of you..

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them"

> this is my way of saying.. i will always be here for you..

"A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget..."

> right now.. the unforgettable memories have been those times i have shared with you..

"Time isn't what makes a friendship last...It's love and devotion that keeps the tie between souls."

>i hope our bonds will never be broken..

"The best antiques are old friends."

>forever kept in the depths of my heart...

"Friendship is what gets you through the bad times and helps you enjoy the good times"

>i cherish the good times... smile at the bad times.. for these are the moments i thank God for having you in my life...

"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts."
- Maragret Lee Runbeck

>thank you for understanding.. just understanding.. that itself makes me smile...

"How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to."

> i dont want to think of the day we would have to say goodbye.. for it is much too painful for me to bear..

"A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!"

>lastly.. thank you... for being my friend...

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a person who never left me
a blanket that kept me warm
who cared for me unconditionally
and always kept me calm.

someone who listened to me
when all of them flee
who didnt have to hear the words
to fill me up with glee

now this what i call my friends
who were always there for me
a rainbow that comes again and again
after the rain so mean..

P.S. this is not my best poem.. somehow it's the one i made just now.. this one is on the spot so forgive me if its not good..

quizzes.. quizzes.. quizzes!!!

2005-12-30T21:50:00.000-08:00

i admit it.. i love taking quizzes!!! especially personality ones... the results surprise me! try some urself!

You Are 80% Weird

You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.
But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

How Weird Are You?

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!

Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy

Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing

Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense

What you bring to relationships: Honesty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

obviously... i am a hopeless romantic.. harhar..

You Are a Fruitcake!

You taste like nothing else in this world.
And get ready, you're about to get tossed!

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

what! i dont even eat fruitcakes! haha

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

is that really me it's describing?

Your Birth Month is February

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.
Your warmth and consideration touches many.

Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness

Your gemstone: Amethyst

Your flower: Iris

Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

i love february! haha

2005-12-30T02:04:00.000-08:00

another quiz result!! the result actually surprised me coz i'm not what it says i'm supposed to be.. hehe

You are the classic popular school girl. All the guys want you and all the girls wanna be like you blah blah blah you know the drill. Your sociable and probably good looking. Your grades are decent, but you know once you get out of school you won't have those friends anymore so just look out.

this is the quiz link:
http://quizilla.com/users/SapphireRain41/quizzes/Which%20school%20girl%20are%20you%3F(anime%20pics

2005-12-30T01:38:00.000-08:00

i checked out quizilla today and got curious with the quizzes.. these are my results and below thm are links to the quizzes so you can try them yourself.. enjoy :D

.:Venus:.
"You thrive on balance in all aspects of your
life. You have a great deal of passion and when
it comes to love, you like to play games. You
have a tendency to search for something better,
a search which always seems to come up short.
You have difficulty finding satisfaction in
life, but you have a great ability to get along
with almost anyone."

. : : Which Astrological Planet are You? : : . [10 Gorgeous Pics!]
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2005-12-22T18:13:00.000-08:00

bored......

1st entry

2005-10-08T16:22:00.000-07:00

hmm... well i just decided to create my new blog coz im tired of my diary... a blog's easier to access... plus it can't get wet, ripped, crumpled, and folded..

me.. pretty enough?